7/31/2005

HOLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAA.

How are you beloved lovers of ME.

A new time, fellows. A new phase in my life. I'm married now. And a mother. Whoa, whoa, huh? So much for corporate big shot who adopts at 30, huh?

Ah, well. Damn.

What happened?

I get depressed, dude. My cousin shows me pictures of her chillaxing with homies, and somewhere deep inside, I realize that I'll never be able to be that carefree again. My parents where right. Boy, I was so dumb. Now, I realize, everyday of my life, every fibre of my mind will be spent worrying about Daphne. My beautiful, precious Daphne Jade.

I need to move out. I can't stand it here. I feel like I've transferred the control of my life from my parents to Eman's parents. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

Sooooo dumb.

God, more later.